1It’s so heart-wrenching to feel so sad when you have the smile of the human that loves you the most following you around the house.

It’s easiest to smile when the pitter-patter of those tiny, chunky toes come wiggling to your arms for a big hug.
You hold all of the darkness inside until late at night when the baby’s silky eyelids close in the comfort of their own bed. That’s when your own eyes let out the heavy tears that filled up during the harsh struggles of the long day. Continues on the next pages…